Final Summation

Hello readers and welcome again to my fantastic waste of time or as you would like to put it, my desperate cry for attention.

School's more or less out. Phew, thats a relief. Or is it? Papers come back, the results astonishingly...... bad, as always. Nothing new this time but that same, sick in the guts feeling I always have when it comes to getting back my papers. Such a chore. And regret pours over like nobody's business. "i should have paid more attention in class.." and all of that bullshit. Ive got nothing to do now but to slap myself. Im seriously scared that I will get retained. What if I do, oh boy, such a f**king shame. That would really destroy me. Retention. OOoOoOOoh.
What a good day I had today.
A face to face battle against retention and getting caught for vandalism i barely contributed to, not to mention rejection. baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

So yes yes, im back at it, hammering those complains out of myself onto this sick waste of space here. Im glad youre reading this. Thank you so much, dear. Youre a good friend. I love you. Why, anyway. My friend Adi is about to leave Singapore for good, going back home, ive known him since I was about 8, I remember cause he just gave me money one day, whaha he just went, "hey boy, you want? nah."
Man, was I shocked. whahah he's such a kind guy. Everyone will miss him.
Well I guess thats that, friends come and go.

I guess im fated to have two groups of friends. Or more, perhaps. Sigh. Thats not good.

I wish everything was so much simpler. Even to give your life to God and become a priest, you have to get A levels. What the heck, man.

I miss skating. No, I miss the times we had when we were all 'skaters'. Fun times, bloody fun times. But its like, so outta my life now. Ay, the past cant erase itself or be forgotten, and memories are to be kept, not thrown away.

This school year's just gonna end.... Just like that. It'll all be over. My sec 3 scholastic life, Just like THAT. bam. finished.
All the memories. It all happened so fast. At the start of the year, it was like the end of the year was so far away. Now, looking back. Woah. Forty weeks ago, that wasnt very long ago.
Ive learnt so much this year. Music, friends, priorities, stuff. Every year new things get learnt. And dramatic things happen.
Remember those times, people? When our lives were made up of skating and stuff. Being so obsessed about being able to flick a piece of wood and metal and urethane around. jumping here and there, sliding this and that. I dont understand. Gosh, I was such a loser back then, making lots of silly decisions and shit. I still do, I think. But much less.

On the whole, however, I think ive made a dramatic self improvement from the start of the year till now. Thats what's important, anyway, that I become a better person. Every single experience this year had something to do with this, I guess.
Ive learnt, from being all full of myself and shit, to being so low down and pessimistic, that Im just a little more than useless. I guess.

Music for today: More Than Useless - Relient K. (go check em out, I like em alot.)

Oh well. Thats about it, I suppose. Bye. Thanks for reading.

Drink Drank Punk

Hello,
I went to a chalet, but I cant remember much of it.

Well at least Im sobre now. is that how you fucking spell it? ay, who cares. at least im able to look at the computer screen without feeling dizzy.
Im tired and sick.

I'm never gonna drink again
I'm never gonna drink again
I'm never gonna drink again
I'm never gonna drink again
At least not until next weekend

yay lets go do this again some other time!

Pop punk dipshit

Welcome to my fantastic waste of time and desperate cry for attention, everyone. Cause of a marginal demand for a post again, Im writing here again. Im lazy. And tired.
Exams are a killer on all fronts. If your parents dont get you, your teachers will. If your teachers dont get you, your friends will. If you friends dont get you, your own guilt will, and when your guilt comes into the picture, alot of ugly things can happen like the 'realising it too late' thing or 'realising its TOO late' thing. oooooh.

ooooh. Poor me. I got slapped about 50 times today by Avery, Kenneth and Joey. Repeatedly, and all within a period of about 5 minutes or so. After that I couldnt see colour for a while and Joey looked purple to me. I teared cause Avery hit my eye. Owch.
Geez, when the f**k am I gonna learn to stand up for myself? Jesus gets me kicked in the ass and slapped everyday, without stoppage. What is Jesus trying to do to us, with his "no revenge" thing and "offer the other cheek if your enemy slaps the other", what the hell can this do, this can just make the guy hit harder and harder each time. Jesus is mad sometimes. My face hurts. ow, my regoddamndiculous looking face hurts. owch. I throb.
On top of that all, my mp3 fell and broke and thank god its working but now I have to keep it together with a rubber band.

Aw poor me.
I appreciate your concern though, I really do.

I cant wait till the end of the f**kin exams. Hoo boy. Such a killer.

Yay, The Cereal Killers is gonna try the following songs to help us define ourselves as a pop-punk/emo band and move away from so much blink stuff...
-San Dimas High School Football Rocks - The Ataris
-Best Of Me - The Starting Line
-Always - Blink 182
-Over My Head (experiment only) - Sum 41
-Fat Lip - Sum 41
-Hyper Insomnia (experiment only) -Sum 41
-In Too Deep - Sum 41
-Give Me One Good Reason - Blink 182
-Want You Bad - The Offspring

Im happy at the direction my band is moving in. I think we have finally found our identity as a band, no more playing anything and everything under the sun, now we've specified. were pop punk/emo now. for real. Hurray! Now you'll say 'congragulations bong and the cereal killers!' hah, bullshit.

I need a drink.
Bye.
Thanks for reading. Appreciate your concern.

Later.


Oh and if you wanted a better read, go to mark hoppus's blog. Its's this: http://himynameismark.com

Last night, it came as a picture,

Last night, it came with a picture, with a good reason, a warning sign. Thoughts of avengance, they never cease to stop, its better for you to try, yes you not i.

Whats everything for?
Why am I always doing stuff im not supposed to?

Silly boy, Nicholas. Silly, silly boy.
You'll never make it anywhere.

Gay Fag Appreciation Day!

Hello friends.
This one's for Irwin and our gay relationship, as the title depicts. I've chosen Irwin cause we're both gay anyway.
Here's to all we've been through together,
And for the good times,
For the Bad,
For the Happy,
For the Sad,
For your fridge,
And For my dad,
And everything else,
and for the future as well!
Cheers, brudder.

Fall Back Down - Rancid.
Don't worry about me, I'm gonna make it alright
Got my enemies crossed-haired in my sight
I take a bad situation gonna make it right
In the shadows of darkness I stand in the light

You see it's our style to keep it true
I've had a bad year, but I, I got through
I've been knocked out, beat down, black and blue
She's not the one coming back for you
She's not the one coming back for you

If I fall back down, you're gonna help me back up again
If I fall back down, you're gonna be my friend
If I fall back down, you're gonna help me back up again
If I fall back down, you're gonna be my friend

It takes disaster to learn a lesson
You're gonna make it through the darkest night
Some people betray one and cause treason
We're gonna make everything alright, Woooh

Well the worst of times, yeah, they don't phase me
Even if I look and act really crazy
On my way down, she betrayed me
Now my vision is no longer hazy

I'm very lucky to have my crew
They stood by me when she flew
I've been knocked out, beat down, black and blue
She's not the one coming back for you
She's not the one coming back for you

If I fall back down, you're gonna help me back up again
If I fall back down, you're gonna be my friend

If I fall back down, you're gonna help me back up again
If I fall back down, you're gonna be my friend!!!

lazy asshole

Hello, Ive got exams in a weeks time and im still enjoying life... So much for "studying".
Thank you for reading and wasting your time now go back to whatever you were doing or find a more constructive way of wasting your time.

Horoscopes Tell The Truth Better Than Magic 8-Balls.

Generally, what comes to mind when I start to ponder about girls is a cinema, endless popcorn, no need for breathmints, making out, having the girl really dig you......
But hell, that's all a bloody fantasy! I'll never have any of that shit, in reality, what happens is cinema, limited nachos, cheese spilling on jeans, lots of money spent on breathmints, no making out at all, lame 'killing my ears' silence, and I usually go home broke.

I'd like to adress the issue on what the title depicts, as in horoscopes. Theyre scary, freaky things. Today, for instance, I was thinking about girls and how I long for one, to be at my side, just someone to hold and someone to, you know. Everyone does. Anyway what my horoscope said was this, "Your emotions tend to be expressed artistically in writing today."
That was truly 100 percent true, man it was weird.
Because it was today that I realised how I want to have a girl, and i realised it was expressed in part of adventure books.
-"I tried to look for you when there was nothing left to do, but all that I could find was just pieces of my mind."

It all fits, I never realised what I was really writing when I was writing the song, I just wrote my feelings out and dayamn, I had a song right there. Truly weird today.


Well thats that for today. I guess I wrote what I wanted to write. goodbye!