Where Further Learning Never Ceases

Hi there. Happy CNY, fellas. Hope you all enjoyed getting together with family and all. I did. We only do this once a year. Been great seeing all of them in once place.

Ive got a truckload of homework and stuff to catch up on cause I missed school for a few days when we were on that play. And I havent touched a single bit of it, and Ive got one day left to do it. And Im going to watch a movie on that day. Looks like I have to do it in the morning. I'll probably not do most of it and I'll have to think and think and think of an excuse when my teacher asks why I havent done it when we get back to school on Wednesday. And now, I've stopped to think why this happens almost every single time. Conclusion: Im a perfectionist. It goes two ways, either I do it with all my heart and soul till I think its perfect, or I dont do it at all. Perfectionism is actually a good thing, but it isnt for me. Thats cause im not consistent. Research has shown that one can check his or her own rate of consistency simply by doing either one of these three activities; bowling, playing pool/snooker or playing video games.
And ive come to realise that im very inconsistent in all three. My scores are high/low/high/low in bowling, i have rare 'moments' when i play pool and i'm a sucker at keeping my high score for video games. This shows in my studies, i mean, its inconsistent.

Haha but im inconsistent every time. get it. haha. yay. okay bye.

This Song Is Only Wishful Thinking

Hi, i just came back from jamming. it was horrible. i dont think we have ever sucked worse! and we friggin wasted our money. haha, and we were supposed to finalize irwins and my original but all it did was make it more complicated and harder now. Geez. SOD is moving in such a weird direction. Were like trying to phase out of our pop punk suite and im trying to make that as gradual as possible. Argh, thats just one of the many problems we have. but oh well. live and learn. SLOF however is looking good and i cant wait for a gig to come along for us though i have no idea how im going to get a keyboard or synthesizer and an appropriate amp.

I think im trying too hard. in everything.

Oh and I took this personality test which will say which simpsons character i am. I thought I was definately going to be bart. But i got Mr Burns. I took it twice. Mr Burns. I waited one week till i forgot about the answers. took it again. thrice. got Mr Burns. IS THIS A FACKING SIGN??!

And for a few days, I was wondering. Now, SOD is going a little emo, what am I? pop punk still, like ive always been for as long as ive known myself? emo? I cant imagine myself being emo. Then i asked myself this. WHY do i even have to facking LABEL myself!!!! I was wrong the whole time about labeling. Now I think its stupid. I dont know if ive taken a step forwards or backwards in terms of mental development but I have a feeling its for the better. So i suppose its a step forward?

I have no idea of how to conclude this whatsoever.

one eighty by summer

Whats up people, im back from what felt like a friggin camp i tell you. I was in a major production done by sjc drama group and some guys from my school were involved. Mossie and I decided that drama should be our cca for the year this year, so we were in it. It was a hell lot of fun, hanging out with all the girls cause theyre all stupidly funny. Plus i got to leave school early and skip school on certain days and all but all i did in the blady play was just dance in one scene and help the backstage crew. hahahaha it was super. Safith is a damn good actor lah.
Theyre all so funny. I cant wait for the party next week.

So i've got a hell lot of homework and stuff to catch up on and it feels like shit. yesiree. I havent been really thinking about school and all that stuff and its kinda been creeping on me, since its o bloody levels and all. its scary shit. but i just cant bring myself to believe it.

shit i forgot what i was intending to say. so bye.

Number Five With A Bullet

Hey party people, heads up cause im in STRAIGHTLINEOFFIRE! whoohoo! yeah man, i'll be playing keyboard and doing background vocals for them. Its gonna be really cool playing all the hardcore stuff with them but i bet we'll be making a slow song soon. yup. Best part of it all, im in with all my bestest buds yup Safith Joey Kenneth Paolo Avery. SLOF's gonna go p r e t t y far i tell you. visit our blog okay? its http://-straghtlineoffire.blogspot.com okay? check out all the t shirt designs and stuff theyre really cool.

So I guess i'll be in two bands now. Im gonna treat both bands the same way, and i have the same hopes and dreams for the both of them. Sad to say though, SOD doesnt look very promising right now. I guess we just need to get our act together. Like play the music we really love now. We're all pretty much growing out of pop punk, and I guess the general audience that shows up at gigs are too. If thats really so then we'll just do emo our own way. without screaming and all that. yep, something like that.

What else is coming up? Oh yes the play thing. Im practically doing nothing but im having fun hanging out with the peeps. see my school drama club's doing this play called love in transition with sjc yea and im going to be a filler for that since they needed more people. i think acting's really a hell lot of fun. im acting in the serangoon district youth rally thing, it'll be on march 11.. at sji hall.. come down and see!
Life's new chapter is throwing a lot of things at me right now cause im like so busy and stuff with everything that's been going on and not to mention my bandS now, its just crazy to think i can actually study or do my homework in this hectic life of mine. I love tweedles, though.

okay thats all thanks go home just die lah. no lah kidding just live and love Jesus Christ. amen.

the pros and cons of breathing

hi, im back again, finally updating. i probably had close to a million things up in my mind somewhere before i logged on to blog, but now ive really got no idea what i was about to say. but what the hell, its about time i blogged anyway. why? i have no idea.

school's a bummer already. in less than a week ive gone back to what i was last year, like, instead of like studying and all, i just sit there, feeling sorry for myself, wasting time, right before a test which decides whether or not i have to drop this facking subject called POA. its such a discouraging subject to study, for me. it all makes no sense at all, and its not like i even care about having a business, preparing accounts and making money. its all cogwash for me. its worse than math. at least i can see purpose in studying math. POA? its as good as useless. like, what the hell is balance brought down? why must i write it here, why not there? does it even mean anything if i write it there and not here? you know. something like that lah. but then again, i cant really afford to drop any subject. im so far behind. i hate this already. oh, and i lost my physics workbook. hurray. i had to write a 250 word essay about why i lost it as punishment for not having it in class that day, and so to say, i wrote the truth and joey and kenneth seemed to have found the truth funny. yup.

but other than that, school's fine i guess. im a big boy. im in sec four. wow. i've got to study hard. im so not ready for this. its as if just a few months ago i went in to school when i was sec 1 not knowing about anything much then boom life hit me hard and now im in sec 4. dayamn. well you could say im tall now. but i'd say im taller. it doesnt matter. its the same.

(i have absolutely no idea about what im talking about and i have no intentions at all in writing this post. but read on for good measure.)

oh yes. today is a public holiday. im spending my entire day at home. its raining and its cold.

and last night we went to dhoby at gaut, then we went to goddamn chinatown. cause dear avery and kenneth needed to 'take artistic photographs'. yup. it was absolutely retarded, we went to this dark alleyway and they took photos and they looked like CSI forensic investigators. joey and lynn and cheryl seemed scared. haha! well that place was an excellent setting for a ghost movie, so you get the picture. then we went to eat. then i took a bus home with lynn. and i reached home on time sia! woot! so daddy's not angry. good. i'll show him in responsible so he can buy me a new mp3 player cause mine's dying fast. and i need new earphones too, those are finally dying. it lasted like, damn long. i used it for my discman, my old mp3 and my new(old) mp3 too. haha. there comes a point in time when your earphones outlast your mp3 player. its quite cool. i dont know why. i find it amazing.

oh well. silly me.

oh and my band, we've decided we're not gonna play so much blink 182 stuff anymore. you know. it gets annoying to be playing blink for so long. we're a little backward now cause we havent been jamming and its been kinda hard. but we're trying to get two new originals out. we're trying to do like, emo in our own pop punk kinda way, cause thats where our roots are and we'll stick to em yeah. cause all of us are growing and we find pop punk getting kinda boring already and emo's like. deeper. kinda music. well we're gonna try cover some fall out boy songs cause we thing theyre really great. were all gonna squish this down in our next horrible display of what we call music at our next gig. we suck lah. if you happen to be better than us, then goddamn help us.

yup. im also trying to improve my band site. cause it looks pretty crappy yeah. created a few banners and stuff too. so when its up take a look, yeah? yay.

okay. i guess this is it. ill write again at a later time. when im feeling all depressed cause nobody likes me and girls think that when i tell them i like them they think that i want to get into a relationship straight away but i dont its just that i like them dumb dumb bah all i need is a companion. yup other than irwin.

luck never wanted me

i could go on and on but quite simply, luck never wanted me.