Sound Effects and Overdramatic

Hello people. Greetings from beneath the wig!!
Thanks to joey who bought it for me.
I love that thing now. Yay. Actually, this post
is just an excuse for putting words in between
the pictures that im about to upload. So if the
words dont make sense to you, they probably
didnt make much sense to me either. Im just
typing them down here to make the post more
full. It wouldnt be nice if it was just pictures,
right? There you go.

Slof and Sod went to jam on saturday at soundlab. It was a lot of fun.
But payment's complicated. Whys it so hard to pay for stuff when you are in a group. This guy paid more so you all have to pay him or whatever. And you go off paying more than you should. Unless you've got arithmatic in your fingers and you can count money and figure out stuff before you can say 'dog's cahunas'.

But to hell with that lah cause we all had fun and thats what matters. I just hate the complications of paying whatever you have to pay for in a group. Its utterly confusing and I do not like to be confused though ive sort of been confused for majority of my lifetime. The pictures that you see around this post were taken by dear Lynn during slof and sod's jamming. Yay, thanks Lynn!!!!
So anyway ive been playing dota and cs lately. Its so much fun! I miss computer games. I think im gonna visit the lan shop at least once in two weeks from now on. Until I think its eating up too much time. I can easily say im not an addict cause im not even half good in the first place. Something like that. Whatever lah, its just a hell lot of fun!

I just realised something over the weekend. I realised that Im indeed unique. Yes I am. But then again, so is everyone else. Now how cool is that. Im unique, just like everyone else. Dont you see the irony in that? What makes you so unique, that everyone else is unique too? Think about it and tell me why im so confused.

Asides from that, today's Sunday and I went to post con after serving mass, and I played guitar for my first p and w session. whoohoo. Oh, the spiritual nourishment. I cant believe myself. I didnt even learn the songs properly. I suck sia. hahahah!
But I love Jesus, and I did it for him. Bleah! Praise the lord lah! Whoohoo!
So I guess I did something good today, I helped people lead praise and worship. yay! I feel so honoured.

modern morbid prophecies.

i go where i want to go. not where fate takes me, i dont believe in fate. i write my own future. if i fuck up now, i fuck up my future. if i excel now, i will have excellence in my future. its that simple, and im trying to find the balance between "fuck up" and "excel". Some problems lie in what the people around me deem as 'fuck up' and 'excel'. Namely, the people who have authority over me. Im not rebellious anymore. its just that i have different ways of thinking. and im still changing as life moves on and throws more shit at me. i dont consider time wasted, i consider time spent. however way it is spent, there is no such thing as wasted time.
its just your perception of things.

dota!

Fuck, today i played dota for the first time in my life!

Y control

Hello blogspot! It's been about 11 days? Time to catch up. Well, its the march holidays. But sure doesnt seem to be anything like what you would call holidays AT ALL.
Today's the only day I actually got up at a reasonable time. Somewhat. It's 11.10 now. I have to go to church later. Life's so busy. I wish I was taking O levels next year. Life would be so much more... uhm, flexible. I wouldnt have to be studying half the time. Im so behind. Considering I only paid attention in class for about 30% of the time all through sec 1,2 and 3. No exaggeration there.

So I awoke this fine saturday morning all tired and sleepy. And listening to stoner music. Yay! I love the yeah yeah yeahs. I love interpol. I love listening to stoner music in the morning. And hardcore music at lunchtime. And from then till the evening, its whatever. And at night, indie all the way, damnit!

I love stoner food. I think i have a problem trying to tell the difference between Brendan's broom and my guitar.

OK BYE. I LOVE YOU ALL.

build God, then we'll talk.

Greetings from the warped tour, guys!

That's how i'd begin this paragraph if I really was on the warped tour. Or visited the warped tour. But im not on the warped tour. Oh, drat. The warped tour isnt even on yet.
MAN! THAT SURE WAS A RANDOM! okay i'll jump into what I was about to say in the following paragraphs. Read on if you have a heart.

Well for all you fellow catholics out there, I hope you've all really been keeping up with lent and all. This is really the first time in my life im taking lent seriously. Of course with a few slip ups here and there, but then again we're human and were not perfect and we sin thanks to goddamn ADAM AND EVE.
I put this picture up cause I drew it today. Its supposed to depict this monster thats trying to offer up its heart to God. Because thats seriously what we humans have done. What blasphemers. We are the monster. The glastly worldly creation. That wants to go to heaven.
See, i've been thinking about God and all right, since ive been going to mass daily and all. This stuff is seriously purposeful, once you've kinda got the picture. You know we all get so caught up with worldly materialistic stuff. I know I do. Sometimes I dont see why thats bad. But I began to realise why once I pondered upon this a bit more.
You know what creates all this worldly stuff? Science. Technology. Breakthroughs. With the television, the internet(that's changed the entire world), cell phones and what have you, we've become so distracted. We keep wanting more and looking for more, we forget to go back and look at the things worth looking at. Science may have alleviated the miseries of disease and drudgery and probided an array of gadgetry for our entertainment and convenience, but it has left us in a world without wonder. Our sunsets have been reduced to wavelengths and frequencies. The complexities of the universe have been shredded into mathematical equations. Even our self-worth as human beings has been destroyed somewhat. Science proclaims that planet earth and its inhabitants are a meaningless speck in the grand scheme; A cosmic accident. Dont you see that this 'cosmic accident' was made by God? Hello, the big bang??!!! See, even the technology that promises to unite us, divides us. each of us is now electronically connected to the globe, and yet we feel utterly alone. We are bombarded with violence, division, fracture and betrayal. Cynicism and demand for proof has become enlightened thought. Is it any wonder that humans now feel depressed and defeated than they have at any point in history? Just look at the stuff that's been going on for the past century. World war two, the cold war, communism. All fighting for power, security, meaning. We have become so lost. Science shatters God's world into smaller and smaller pieces in quest of meaning... and all it finds is more questions. The promises of science and technology have not been kept. Promises of effeciency and simplicity have bred nothing but pollution and chaos.
Who is this God science? Who is the God who offers his people power but no framework to tell you how to use that power? What kind of God gives a child fire but does not warn the child of its dangers?
Science makes the world move so fast, we dont know where we are heading, we are destroying ourselves, and you can see that by just looking at the papers every day.
We create weapons of mass destruction, but it is the Pope who travels the world beseeching leaders to use restraint. We encourage people to interact on phones, video screens, computers, but it is the church and temples and mosques of the world that opens its doors and reminds us to commune in person as we were meant to do. We murder unborn babies in the name of research that will save lives. Again, religion points out the fallacy of this reasoning. And all that while, people proclaim that religion is ignorant. But who is more ignorant?! The man who cannot define lightning, or the man who does not respect awesome power? God is reaching out to everyone. And yet the more He reaches, the more we push him away. 'show me proof that God exists', you say. 'what does God look like?'
Religion says, how on earth can there NOT be a God??!!! Take your telescopes, you scientists and look to the heavens and tell us there is no God!
Do you not see God in your science? How can you miss Him! You proclaim that the slghtest change in the force of gravity may render our universe a lifeless mist, and you fail to see God's hand in that? You fail to see that God does NOT let that happen? Have we all become so spiritually bankrupt that we would rather believe in mathematical impossibility than in a power greater than us?
Faith... ALL FAITHS.... are admonitions that there is something we cannot understand ruling all. With faith, we are accountable for each other and a higher truth.

So this lent, dear catholic friends and all, do listen to your hearts. Listen to God. And pray with me.

And for those who are thinking deeply about what I just said in this post, I invite you all to come and experience God in the upcoming Youth Rally on the 11th of march! Just check out http://sydonline.org/crossroadsrally for more information.

Together we can step back from this abyss, and find a greater truth. A meaning in life.

And when you've just read this whole entire post, you'll say, shit, the tone Bong started with and the tone he ended with is totally different. His thoughts seriously just flow like crazy. He has a retarded imagination. (im talking about myself in the third person again. damnit.)

But then again, all geniuses have retarded imaginations.
Imagination is more important than knowledge, said Einstein himself, because knowledge is limited, and imagination can literally stretch beyond the complexities of the forefronts of human knowledge.

Here's a reminder; what I said about religion and all, im not just talking about christianity. I think that all religions think that way. Sorry if I ever did offend you if youre of a different religion and you've got something to say to me. But thats just what I think, and its not like im going against your religion cause i'm FOR religion in GENERAL here. yup.

AND A HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL YOU MARCH PEOPLE! SAFITH, LYNN AND MAUREEN!

Build God, then we'll talk.

from heart and soul to pen and paper hifi

Hey people. Heres the latest edition of my highly anticipated random shout out to the entire world. This is my platform on which I hurl out my thoughts, feelings, comments and perception of things at everyone that happens to read. And as I have never really failed, I will continue to do it today.

I think ive kind of decided what I want to do careerwise. I figure, i'll probably be better off doing something in the field of writing. Creative writing, journalism, feature author, whatever. Whoohoo! Then i'll have a job and i'll have enough money to stop with my begging. But oh dear.
I dont want to grow up. Cant believe we're all in sec four now, taking o levels, making DECISIONS about our life, our future careers, stuff like that. wow! We've become big people. I think im having the time of my life right now, a house, money coming in even though ive got no job, people that love me, free food, lights, water, and a truckload of other stuff my house offers. a computer to use. phone line. i'll actually have to pay for all this when i grow up. therefore, i dont want to grow up.
I wish I get to become a house husband with no kids to look after for quite some time and get to go to mardi gras. I'll just sit at home and wait for dear wifey to come home, let her take me to dinner then join our friends for a fun night and then go to whoevers house i feel like going then sleep there then my wife will wake up the next moring thinking what the hell did i do im supposed to go to work. shit. so she will go to work then i get to have fun. whee! That will be one of my aims in life. Sounds a lot of fun.
But lets say it doesnt work out, aw shucks, im just gonna get myself a job to save my own ass.
My short term aim is to get out of secondary school. well.
amen.