storytelling

Hello boys and girls! Its saturday, which means that friday the 26th of may is over. Damn, was it good. I think we should have more of what happened yesterday. Thanks everyone for coming, cause its you guys that made it so much fun. its the people watching that make the gig happen, yeah thats right. woohoo... im happy.
we have quite a few photos and stuff, so check out sameoldifference.blogspot.com to have a look.

Alright so we have the o levels coming on monday. Damn! I cant believe that half the year just went by and now, i've got o level malay paper on monday. gee wiz.

the june holidays are coming, but they dont look like holidays to me. with all the shit we have to do, and all the gigs we said yes to, i dont think theres a single day when i can wake up and have nothing to do.

oh i took this test, and woo! im not emo.

You scored as Rocker, Mosher. Your A Rocker! Rocker, Mosher 40% Emo 35% Skater 30% Goth 10% Trendy 5% Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev 0% Prepy 0% What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy Ect created with QuizFarm.com

oh well. i love you all. bye!

you can take the kid out of the fun but you cant take the fun out of the kid.

Hello, san francisco!!!
but damnit, im not in san francisco, im in Singabloodypore. hahahaha. silly place, but i live here and i love it.
Asides from our bitter education system that pulls, strains and drains the youth of the nation, we do have pretty decent things to be proud of in our country. take all the lan shops, i havent seen like three lan gaming centres in one area in any other country ive been to. well except friggin japan la, you know people there are practically robots anyway, theyre so functional its like the whole city is mechanical.

Okay so things have been happening. My band has a gig coming up this friday the 26th of may and its at The Third Place. We're playing at 7pm. Details at our band blog.. http://sameoldifference.blogspot.com is the place to go. do come down and support us! see you there, dear friends!

hell, no...

Hello ladies and gentlemen. ahem. Nat made me post this. I have never done something like this before and i have no idea what is has to do with anything, but have fun reading this anyway.


WHAT WERE YOU DOING IN SECONDARY SCHOOL?

* i'm still in secondary school! what the heck.
* failing
* playing with the shit in the chemistry lab
* pissing my teachers off
* wasting my time and my parents money

FIVE OF YOUR FAVOURITE SINGERS/BANDS?

* panic! at the disco
* caracal
* sameoldifference
* trella
* the backstreet boys (im not kidding, seriously.)


FIVE THINGS YOU WOULD DO IF YOU WERE A MILLIONAIRE

* invest money, then become a trillionaire for future expenditure
* get sod and trella on baybeats by bribery....
* get sod and trella on the warped tour by more bribery...
* buy a whole row of houses where my friends and i can stay and there will be
like a pool table in every house, and a jamming studio in the basement where we
can record stuff and also numerous high tech gaming consoles, a bowling alley, fountain of
youth, multi purpose hall, mac donalds, kfc, pizza hut, soccer pitch, street soccer court, helicopter pad, aeroplane runway, life sized replica of surin park,
chill spot, lounge area, swimming pool with many high diving boards, gym, movie theatre,
lan gaming area, music listening area, mass tv viewing room, mass kill your brain cells room, and many more outrageous things like a teleportation pad....
* donate to a charitable cause. (yeah right....)


FIVE BAD HABITS

* lying
* not caring about schoolwork
* being a big mouth
* busteding lynn
* mooching off my friends who've got more money than me



FIVE THINGS YOU LIKE DOING

* mooching off my friends who've got more money than me
* irritating people
* jamming
* having fun at surin park with my good friends
* busteding lynn


FIVE THINGS YOU WILL NEVER WEAR, BUY OR GET

* tights
* condoms (not cause i dont believe in safe sex, but i dont believe in sex before marriage, not like some people ah, cant name.. for obvious reasons)
* sushi
* nil
* nil


FIVE FAVOURITE THINGS

* quinsy II (my guitar)
* junior (my dog)
* my dear friends
* my bed
* all the music in my computer. thats like many many many songs.

FIVE PEOPLE TO DO THIS

(what. i have very few friends who blog. or care about online bullshit...)
* martin?
* lynn?
* kenneth chia?
* brendan de souza?
* safith?

damn gay la!

Hello.... FIRST, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRENDAN MARK DE SOUZA SON OF MARK DE SOUZA THE MAN WHO PLAYS MUSIC FOR A LIVING. WOOOOOO I LOVE YOU LA BRUDDER.

ok ladies and gentlemen im still in Trella and I love it and whatever all that la cheese pie. sorted out my shit already. its smelly la damnit.
okay so i was on friendster today, and its like. friendster is damn gay la. its so dumb, and im on it. and your on it. and everyones on it. what the hell is happening to us! haha were all depending on an online non physical medium to write each other 'testimonials' which are never really testimonials actually, you normally just say hi dumbass, your my friend, lets go waste our time together next week or something like that, and thats an accepted testimonial.
everything is damn gay la.. screamo is for faggots la... disco is the new macho man.
camisado la ah.. panic at the dammit disco la up your ass turn left la da ma.
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ok bye.

END.

blue and yellow.

Hi, readers. How've you all been doing. I hope you guys have been doing your best in whatever your doing. Be it like work or like school, like so many poor kids out there, or whatever, you know.

It sucks to suck. It sucks to be the loser every time. It sucks to feel used. but then again, it sucks for your friends to fall victim to your shit.
but it sucks to feel like shit, it sucks to have exams, the worries of being in two bands, having considerably demanding parents, two groups of friends, who are so damn different from one another, it sucks more to suck at studies in this damn country of ours, it sucks to have to admit that yeah, you really got to study to get somewhere in society. It sucks. It just sucks. The storm of mixed priorities, commitments and all that just seems to wither me. dont you people feel it? how do the other people do it. and its not like ive got that many commitments. ive gotten myself into so many things, its hard to handle all the shit im into and at the same time take care of the responsibilities. to put it simply, this just sucks.

amidst all the commotion, would you just sit on your ass and feel sorry for yourself? would you just sit there and be burned, or do you put out the flames of gossip?

it gets all funny when you suddenly realise that youve landed yourself in so many things. and tomorrow wont just take care of itself, youve got to make tomorrow work. if you screw up today, yup, there goes tomorrow, and it could screw up the rest of your life as well.

Its hard to say. but. here goes.
Its after looking at all this, that you realise you have to drop certain commitments. Or at least minimise it.
i'm sorry, Trella. i cant give you guys my all.
I realised that when push comes to shove, i care about SOD more. Im sorry. I just cant do it the way you guys want me to. i just cant, and im sorry.
give me time.

this just sucks laaaaaaaa. sometimes im like, fuck, gimme a break, all of you.
and i dont look at myself, at all the shit i do, how i make other people feel.



life is trying to teach me another lesson, and i dont think im learning it the way its supposed to be learnt again. yup. again.

i suck la damnit. someone throw me a lifeline.

theres probably a damn good reason all this is happening, but damn the conspiracy, i just havent figured it out yet.

i wont forget this, i wont forget!

Hello people! im feeling oddly nostalgic now.... let me show you why!


I just uncovered a few old photos... so i decided to put them up, and when i look at them at the end of the year, it will bring memories again yah. long live digital cameras.. hell yeah...


Alright so ladies and gentlemen, look here..
Honestly, i have no idea when or where we took this picture but it has avery, me, kenneth and daniel in it (from left to right). i got it from priss's friendster profile. when i saw it, i was like. 'when the hell was this taken!!!!' i think it looks pretty solid.. i cant remember lah, but i like it. :)



haha and look at this, irwin, kenneth and i went to watch rocking christmas 05... haha we went to substation. but we missed matilda's portrait cause some poeple were late. sorry samuel! sorry russel! sorry spencer! anyway, this awesome pic was taken during caracal's set with gabriel holding up his guitar in a very stylish manner.... and the three loners at the bottom left hand corner going 'oh wow'.
hahhaha memories la. everyone was away... i think joey went to hong kong, avery went to australia..... somehow only the three of us were left... so we made the most of it. haha we're so loner!



hahah i just think kenneth looks so hot in this one. I think it was after one of those days we went to this hot studio called soundmix. ooh yeah baby. superb studio, great times... i wanna go there again.









Ah, the moron madness gig...
fun fun fun... embarrassed the hell out
of myself... but we had fun.. it was all worth it.
Kenneth here, with joey on the right.










And this is the old SOD... then more commonly
known as The Cereal Killers! haha punk rock up
your ass la..... memories... fond fond memories. so much has happened with this band.... so so much.
irwin, brendan and i go back a long way... we were brilliant, we still are....
but this was fuct. hahahha!






Ladies and gentlemen.. Terence Stanley!
at our school band concert.
that was fun...













Safith and Mossie...
at that concert.. looking hot. the school band played very well.
at times like those, i wish i didnt quit.













Man.. sa suh belas.... back on brendans birthday last year.
memories man....
so we've grown and changed
and this year, were gonna take this photo again
the new and improved us
without some people
and with some new people. like maureen brace face and dear two! hahahaha





Wahlau my first ever guitar... now shes got lots of ugly stickers on it.
but im using my epiphone now so to hell with this one!
haha no la. ill never forget the original quinsy.















aaaaand, okay thats about it. i theres bound to be a hell lot more, ill have to fully search my computer.
i love old photos.
i love looking back, and smiling.
and i'd like to look forward and smile even more!
and its great to know that through everything, my friends are always there, family too, no matter how annoying they are, and above all, God, who puts everything right.
he still hasnt put me right though, but thats just cause i havent let him do so. yup.

now wasnt that good emo bullshit. hahha i love being a faggot, it shows my mature feminine side more. to some people its faggot, to me its just good.

so bye, peeps. i love you all. cheers to the good times we had,
everything from my shit since i started skating, jamming, having a life, getting wasted(holy shit, i hate getting drunk) and everything.
all i can say is. I WANT MORE! HAHAHHAHA CHEEERS LAHHH!!

souless political bullshit

Hello, blogspot. i want to be in the symphonic band again. after all this time away from that. i miss real music. classical music has all the shiokness that almost any kind of music can give you. its got pure heart and soul, tremendous emotion, excellent composure and a brilliant combination of soul and technicality. if you want to go back to the soul of music, classical is for you. music is a perculiar thing. its the most beautiful thing ever.
have you noticed how important a role music plays in our lives? it has a part in everything. from entertainment to religious practices and everything in between.
music has the ability to grasp you and take you to another world. its just like reading. like when you read a really good book. when you have an awesome read, you're like in that place. youre elsewhere. i love that feeling.....

BUT, no time for that, ive got to spoil my day, i dont have the time to fuss with life and the beauty of it all, because i have to frigging study, because of our piece of shit system, because the people who run our country exploit us human beings and leave us with nothing left, theyre so concerned with function, theyve lost the passion, heart and soul of all things. i think singapore is one of the most boring ass functional places, where its hard to find people with real passion for things, heart and soul barely exists and robot functionality is prized.
spoil your day, go contribute to the nation. study.
you dont need your heart to excel in this country. you dont even need brains. just be a fucking robot.