vote for bong

Hello! okay. let's see. i love caracal.. tee hee okay everyone knows that. okay, please, tune your radio to the perfect ten (98.7fm, dope!) this saturday, at 7pm sharp, cause they are airing a not-to-be-missed caracal interview! yes, so cool right! hahahehe!

Okay, so, um. blah. i just want to put up my photos cause i have a lot of photos of us doing nothing. it was just blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah.

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Woo! i can jump! okay blah blah blah.

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HOOOOkay! we have taken a lot of photos. its fun!

Heh. okay, im quite happy right now. i suppose you could say i'm, kinda, fulfilled? ive gone back to playing praise and worship for post con. i came back from praise and worship practice just now in a good mood. im gonna do my best to make this a real good praise and worship session. whee! i can finally say, i am satisfied with what i did today. i'm content. its kind of an alien feeling now, but, hmm, i could really get used to this! finally, im doing something usefull. it feels great. ha! im gonna pass the fever on. i already passed it on to bryan! he's finally gonna make his key tomorrow! yeehaw. personal time is really good for all of us. we should not go out so much. phoey. ........................ you might chose to say, "oh man, bong and his friends are so lame. fucking underachievers." and show us the middle finger, but you could also chose to simply say, "well done guys!" and give us a thumbs up.

I advise you guys to chose the second option. firstly, its very encouraging for us, and secondly, it has less words in it so it takes less effort on your part. see? i come up with plans that work for everyone! i should be president. VOTE FOR BONG.

Okay thats all i have to say for today i guess. later!

*p.s. alethea you're damn right! we have to have to have to chat sooooon kay!

when you take the 'lone' out of 'loner.'

if you came here expecting an entertaining read, you came to the wrong place. go to holly's blog. come back next time. im sure i will be in a better mood/frame of mind to blog up something worth laughing at and worth your time spent reading whatever i write next time.

okay.

I havent really had time to stop, think, chill, relax, dream and drown in my thoughts lately. cause ive hardly been alone. i think thats the reason ive been feeling ever so empty. yup. 'alone time' is damn important. everyone needs some time to him or herself, i think. i used to thrive on 'alone time.' yes, i am bong, the great thinker, dreamer, and yes, very much, the great loner. now, when loners dont get to be alone, loners suddenly become dumb, cause they have no time to think. and thats whats been happening to me i guess. thats a pretty logical theory, right? i think this is why everyone says ive 'changed.' phoey. bong, very much the loner, hasnt got to be alone, left to think, dream and create, for a very long time. too long. far too long, and it has negative effects. bong is not bong right now. this has to stop. im gonna lock myself in my room for a very long time and throw myself a little parade. harumph. yea, leave me alone! dang. i dont know why i like being alone. i just like it. and its necessary. very necessary. im just like that. there you have it, bong: very much the loner. phoey.

ive been relentlessly killing my brain cells ever since the o levels became history. (not the other way around. ha, pun! okay lame.) my brains have never been this fucked before. all the drinking, the late nights, the stayovers, the nocturnal thing... theyre all fun but, and its not cool to keep doing this over and over again. no, not cool. not even fun after a while. when you're aimless, you tend to look for fun stuff to do. okay, thats harmless. i mean everyone needs a little bit of fun in their life. but fun is only temporary. what do you do after you've had your fun? look for more fun? okay, maybe pushing it can be enjoyable. risks are enjoyable, right? yea come on. youve got nothing better to do anyway. what else could you do? okay so you push the limit. take a few risks. and after that? whats so fun? where did all the fun go? man, this aint fun anymore. we gotta do something more fun. more awesome. and you keep looking for more thrills. cheap thrills, thats what they are. not cause theyre really $$ cheap but cause theyre just well, the other cheap. yup, nothing but cheap thrills that dont satisfy us completely. cheap thrills that get our sorry asses into trouble. cheap thrills that are hardly constructive, and are more to the damaging side. and thats what happens when one keeps looking for things to do that are 'more fun.' this stuff just isnt fulfilling.

yup, thats right. i am so unfulfilled right now.

oh boy, ive ranted a lot. but whatever, its about time i started ranting anyway. i seriously need to think more.

so much on my head. ive never been more broke. i have 20 dollars for the rest of the month. looks like ill have to really really budget myself. no more wasting money. no more.

someone give me a job please. this fucking sucks. im going everywhere to find a damn job right now. i need work. i need a routine, i need money, i need something to do and i need a life.



life after o levels isnt that sweet after all. ha, dumbfuck. i learnt it the hard way. this is life, i guess. either live it or just die. thats the way the world is. and theres no fucking choice but to just fucking play along and get into it.


*to everyone who read this: if youre better than me, then goddamn help me. bless you.

AH SIAH LAH.

Is this what you losers spend every other night doing?! what the fuck!

HAHAHAHA. dammit. we seriously need to get a life. Living in reverse cycle isnt all that thrilling and exciting. Nothing is open at 2 in the morning and it feels like shit waking up when its already going to be dark and realising that you have just wasted the whole day. when you dont see sunshine enough, it gets depressing. I feel dumb when we go out for 'breakfast' at 6 in the morning, after which we all plan to go to sleep, and people with lives have gotten up and are going to school. hahaha what the fuck. I feel dumb.

I think i'll start going back to post con again. ive been absent for so long, i didnt realise i was 'out?' or 'not a frequent member' anymore. i feel bad.
actually though, this little 'journey' i had has ended with me answering many questions. funny innit. when im heavily involved with church stuff, it makes me question more and more, and when im not and when ive so called 'strayed' from there, i end up answering many of the questions that i wrecked my brains with earlier. oh the irony!

Damn, i really need to get a job. right now. i havent been more broke. It sucks.

Oh, pucker up boy.

together we'll ring in the new year

Hello hello! it's time again for the boy who is 86 percent feminine to rant and rant and rant and rant and rant and go on and on and on and on. happy reading! i am sure all of you will find my post very pleasant indeed. and hopefully entertaining as well! i strive really really hard to please all you people out there, so dont mock me!

okay so, (fuck, i sound like a blonde) like, 2006 is like, totally over. (its fun to type things that make me sound like a blonde. like im not singaporean or something. its totally awesome. its total liberation. ;D)
okay so, as i was saying. 2006 is over, which means that the big humungous round globe that we live on (but dont necessarily treat very well) has rotated another 360 (three hundred and sixty) degrees around the sun. this is called an orbit, if i am not wrong. in turn, this little rotation or orbiting or whatever has caused us humans to swing into something called the year 2007 (two thousand and seven.)

alright! its time to look at the best of 2006!

Tee hee! there are plenty more photos and memories and stuff but im lazy to upload them all. anyway, id like to thank each and every one of my friends for making 06 a real solid year. you guys are the best, i love you all!

but cheers to the new year and all the potential goodness in store for us!

okay, thats all folks!