hopeful?
i still have my music, and four awesome brothers to share that with.
i like how even though i may have possibly set myself up for the greatest fall ever,
i have more than just myself to rely on.
i like how i know that i'm not alone.
i like how ive learnt to fully let go of the things i cannot control.
i like how ive learnt to smile at the most fucked up things.
even if it's painful.
cause you need the pain for there to be happiness.
like how you need the silence for there to be sound.
when i say that you're my gravity,
i hope you fully grasp that.
i hope you know how scary it is,
how vulnerable i am,
but also how incredibly sure of myself i am this time.
i just hope this would eventually amount to something.
cause hope is just about all i have for now.
"we dont want to hope so much, but we hope FULLY!"
-Silhouette
(which is retarded but kinda true, right?)